MK Life: rafting, and other stuff.......i plan to put pictures on too.

yesterday we went to somebody's house for the afternoon. we had lots of fun. plus they had really really good food. while there we watched "Prince Caspian". that was cool.
My mom got an ipod yesterday. did i say the reason we were at peoples house is because my dad and mom went shopping? well that was the reason. so now we have and ipod. that is cool.

i sit here writing and listening to music. i wonder....how it would be to live in the same house all your life, to know the same people. to never see any thing except what is here. of all the strange things that would be strange.
for me life is not knowing and yet trusting. uncertainty is forgotten by faith. yesterday is a memory of another world, a distant land. A fairy tale? maybe. dwarfs and elves? i would not be surprised. yesterday is a smell, a sight, a feeling that comes back only when unexpected. yesterday is something i will never know for sure. tomorrow? i don't know. God does and i will leave it to him. today is something i have never known, something that shocks me and yet brings back memories of of other places where the joy was the same. today is a joy, a journey, a God who never fails. I'm so mixed up i don't know what is up or down. God keeps showing me things about him and about my self. up or down doesn't matter any more, only he does. following him and getting to know him more is all that matters now. every thing may be new yet he stays the same. so worry is forgotten in the joy that overwhelms. i have peace in him. so why worry?

wow i just said a lot!!!! when i start writing i can't quit can i? so if you totoly got lost on what i was saying, it was just every thing that goes through my head. so now you know what i think about:)